that guy.... is wutever...

so i went out with this guy last tues which i knew from tagged...we've been msging thru the site and thru sms few days back..he was fun ... until........ :



ok...here it goes..

i am not complimenting myself by saying this.. but he thot i was adorable.. and fun.. and cute... and i din expect that he can fall for me over one night...
wutever...



so the next day i was fu*king busy settling my nieces thingy... (owh..that was another long-tiring story.. i dont think am gonna tell anything abt it)

so i dont really replying to his smses.... i was so tensed and stressed and i dont hv time to mingle2 dgn die thru sms...


so that night... after things had settled down a lil bit, i smsed him back..


mine: mr. A, sori xreply msg u.. i ade hal ngan nieces i..bz..

his: babe, i nk bgtau u sumthing.. i feel chemistry dengan u..
and i din reply that... and he sent,

his: sori la sbb lurus sangat... btw, atok mintak maaf sbb kacau u ari ni.. (well he put his age at tagged - 99yo.. so i called him atok)

mine: its ok..
his:u free tak nk lepak?

mine: i taknak kuar ar.. penat..

his: erm ok.. if i datang are u rasa2 u larat nak kuar tak? (ape msg aku yg sblm ni ade berbunyi.. "tak la bro.. i tgh rileks gilerrr nih!" ke? ade? ade?... takde kan?!!)

mine: mls la.. mlm td i da kuar... nnt my mom bising..

his: orait... rest sokmo ye.. i ni mcm buat valuation (bole mamat ni nak evaluate aku pastu bagitau pulak...) masa lepak ngan u malam td and otw balik umah i rasa puas and lapang... u ade bace2 ke?huhu
... yup.. i din reply this one either.. and he sent me another msg...
it goes..

his: i nk tau sumthin, u bgtau je k..do you see anything in me? bcoz u mesti tgk i kabut semcm. da real truth is, i berkawan skang bukan utk jadik couple or scandal. thats y i ask u this weird qs..
so.. i did not reply to this also.. i was quite taken aback a lil bit.. speechless.. and try to piling my words before i say anything stupid and might hurt his feeling..not until another msg came in tak sampai setengah jam after that..
his: u lead me on a few days ago. tetiba pas jumpe terus kurang n kurang sms u. dont have to reply, i can guess that sumthin is not within your expectation.
ok... i was ... hmm i seriously have nothing to say when i read this.. he's judging me in just over a night and a day.. memang wrong timing la bro.. aku da la in the middle of settling my family problem... tambah pulak ngan soklan2 yg merepek2 dr mamat ni.. rajin la pulak aku nak layan....

in which, this had made me having these assumption towards him..

1) he confidently think that i do have same feeling towards him like he did..
2) he was having this assumption that i would just go and grab i the person barely knew..despite whoever he is.. and if he is a marriage-orientation-kinda-guy and i would definately agree to marry him if he proposed... (i guess if i lead on to this fella he might propose me within a month... urgh.. scary siol!)
3)die seorang yg tak menyabar langsung... pushy giler...can u imagine he gave me half-n-hour to answer his cepuk-mas qs??!
4)ok... ni cruel sket... he might a lil bit desperate.. :p

hmm..
ntah la...this is what made me scared of meeting new people.. i guess im a likeable person and people can easily fall for me.. i just want to make friends.. and usually when this things happen i tend to back off coz i suffocated when people started to push me..

i know...i may look like someone is easy to be pleased.. actually i dont.. and i hate it when poeple start to judging me.. i am unpredictable... even i always been puzzled by my ownself... :p

seriously...