only god knows

still hanging...
still waiting for it to unearth...
no.. i dont know when..
do you know?



only God knows...

the green creature

i am clumsily having junk food at my desk...
it fed my hunger a bit.. and feels like heaven...

:)

i realized i din update blog frequently lately.. seems like i lost my touch in writing.. maybe i don't have much time.. or maybe i just don't make time for myself... i dont know.. still figuring it out whether or not i have time for myself.. coz lately.. i've been working even on weekends.. i've been working at work and of coz i've been forcing myself to work at home.. :|

yea.. yea.. pathetic.. whatever....

but i still make sure that myself would have time with the bf... cos the bf is one of the way out.. and he is a fun guy.. so its always a fun day when he's with me..

hmm...
me mentally tired... physically lazy... i dont know what has gotten into me...
i guess i miss the friends... its been a while since i met them...

its the work demands...
it takes away the happy things in my life...

owh... i wanted share abt my new pokok... i bought it at cameron highlands a month ago when me and my dad and my mom and kak ja went there to have tea and scone at cameron valley... tee song was upset when i decided to bela the plant.. well.. he's not being mean.. he's just afraid im gonna kill another pokok (the last pokok died under my jagaan is pokok kaktus... but im quite sure i can bela this green creature the right way...i wont let it die... and i started talking to the pokok everyday... it was one of the therapy... :)

i snap a pic of it when i hv time..

u can call me lazybum if u want..

lately i am freaking lazy to go to work...
at work pun i do nothing...
nothing drives me to work.....

i drag myself to work....
and guess what i do at work?.... yes.. by all means nothing...


i want to change my job.. but im afraid i might not adapting well in a new environment..

tak tau la..
blank gile....


owh.. today i finally knew what has triggered the migraine since last three days...

from my gum.. left side right at the wisdom tooth.... it swollen.. :|

the hook is not working anymore..

hari ini saya memakai baju kurung..

and the baju kurung comes with the hook at the neck..

with the bits of fake diamonds that is falling off one by one after being washed..

the cheap bits of diamond..

maybe i will change the hook to a button. butang ketip org melayu cakap..

the black butang ketip..

or maybe the silver one....

:D

bossy boss is off to BALI


and i am smiling all day....


:D

dont bother to read.. its nothing,,, really...

*sigh..... deep..

patutnya aku tgh menaip minutes for BOS and BOE.. dont bother to ask what its all abt.. its a boring thing..it even bores me to explain..

anyway..

i dont con't doing it coz my lazy ass is getting bigger and bigger.. and but not that lazy to blab just to waste more time...

not that i dont care...i care.. but not cared enough to con't doing what i am supposed to do..

missE is watching The O.C.. i can hear it from here.. its nice to have things to do when u have nothing to do.. then u can do nothing happily...or do something happily..

but if u have something to do but u have done nothing to it -> ini namanya menempah kemarahan bos...

ok.. i think i'm done..

its her time to go...

still being overwhelm with the loss of kawan surau... :(
still terbyg2 arwah solat sama2...

i will certainly miss her existence very much... the friendliest smile that will put u at ease when she smile at u...the soft voice saying hi and simple chit chat every time i bumped into her... at the stairs.. in the toilet.. in front of her department exit door..

hope she rest in peace...

Semoga Allah tempatkan dia di kalangan org2 yg beriman... Amin..