the green creature

i am clumsily having junk food at my desk...
it fed my hunger a bit.. and feels like heaven...

:)

i realized i din update blog frequently lately.. seems like i lost my touch in writing.. maybe i don't have much time.. or maybe i just don't make time for myself... i dont know.. still figuring it out whether or not i have time for myself.. coz lately.. i've been working even on weekends.. i've been working at work and of coz i've been forcing myself to work at home.. :|

yea.. yea.. pathetic.. whatever....

but i still make sure that myself would have time with the bf... cos the bf is one of the way out.. and he is a fun guy.. so its always a fun day when he's with me..

hmm...
me mentally tired... physically lazy... i dont know what has gotten into me...
i guess i miss the friends... its been a while since i met them...

its the work demands...
it takes away the happy things in my life...

owh... i wanted share abt my new pokok... i bought it at cameron highlands a month ago when me and my dad and my mom and kak ja went there to have tea and scone at cameron valley... tee song was upset when i decided to bela the plant.. well.. he's not being mean.. he's just afraid im gonna kill another pokok (the last pokok died under my jagaan is pokok kaktus... but im quite sure i can bela this green creature the right way...i wont let it die... and i started talking to the pokok everyday... it was one of the therapy... :)

i snap a pic of it when i hv time..