crush+lust = slush.....

i wanna write something...

but im too lethargic...betul ke eja die? ntah la..

yesterday i went for the xtray.. but doc said i was fine... the result was ok.. no prob.. none.. nothing..

but the pain still there... :

mr. h was accompanied me for the whole day yesterday... cool..
sampai petang...
sampai i sent him back to his house at gombak.. and that was the moment that i really cant keep my eyes away from him.. cant focus at all.. he was driving and showed me the way to his house but... i cant familiarize the route...coz i dont look at the road.. i dont...i just look at him.. and i din stop looking at him.. he knew i was looking at him.. but he'd acted like he din notice.. .......

god.. i miss him.. :

or maybe.. i am obsessed on him... crush? or lust?

argh.. i tak suka this feeling at all..
tak suka... :