Tuesday, March 24, 2009

down.. down.. rain...

urgh..
pms dtg lg...
tak suka bila pms datang...
tak suka..
tak suka langsung...


i'm focusing on my work now...
well...hehe
not really.. :p


cant focus on anything except to keep on thinking of him - en.ex-tunang...
:


yup...
nape die kan...
i know... semorang mara when it comes to him..
semorang said that it is useless to remembering the past..
specially about him...
semorang..

but im asking u..
can u simply delete anything about a guy who has spent the past 6 and 1/2 years together with u?
can u easily do that?
coz if u can...
please..
let us meet..
and u teach me how to do it...


i din dare to talk to anyone about it...
to even say his name...
to talk about how much i miss him..
about how suffer i felt inside when i think of how could he betrayed me...
about the way he love me when he's loving me...
about the way he angry at me...

i love and hate him at the same time......

i hate it... this feeling right now..
its damn sucks!


3 comments:

LYS said...

darling..
let the 'time' teach u..

Mamamoseilles said...

sucks man..
bile pandang mane2 pun nampak muka ala2 muka professor 'X'..

sblm aku tdo.. aku berangan pasal en. H dlu dgn harapan aku tak la mimpi mr. ex-tunang...

tp...
tak jalan jugak... aku rasa aku kna tukar teknik tdo yg lain.. huhuhu

LYS said...

orang kate tido melentang tak baik coz nanti kene rogol ngan setan..

i think ,
ko tido meniarap larr.. rogol setan balik... baru tak mimpi incik ex-tunang.. hahaha..